Sick /again/

Funny how that works out, right? Well, to you, maybe not to me.

School's started. I hate it. Omg I hate it so much.

I'm taking too many hard classes with too many hard teachers with too much hard homework.

And, on top of it all, I want to take a more accelerated math class. How f'ed up is that? I feel horrible for not taking it. Stupid parents >__>

Johns Hopkins!

Well, I'm here. It's /great/. I love love love love love it. I get away from home, my own dorm with an amazing roommate, intelluctual classes, and a ton of freedom to roam the campus. Honestly? I couldn't ask for much more, except an extended time period.

My tummy hurts, so short journal. Again. Sorry :/

Bye!

I've always found it really funny

When someone tries to justify something that's just so unjustifiable. It's like some desperate attempt to not seem so pathetic. Just a thought.

Doctor's Today

Well, the Avatar trailer is coming out later. Woohoo! I'm really excited. Can't wait. Not sarcasm, btw. I'm actually pumped. The preview of the preview of the preview of the movie looked awesome, so I'm excited. YAY.

I have a doctor's appointment later to help this cough, too. That's good. I'm leaving in ten minutes. I've had this freaking thing for a month. Blah it.

Still trying to find type to occupy myself when not at the Refuge. Weird not to go on. Oh well.

TTYL! <3

Free from the Refuge!

So, today I'm finally separating from the Refuge. Yay! It feels sooooo nice. I can't wait until a few days in when I'm finally rid of the place. God, I just need to feel like normal again. That place is a flipping deadweight, I swear.

I went to Georgie's sweet sixteen tonight. It was epic! I loooved it. My dress was cute, but really short. Everyone was pretty tool-ish, but I had a great time. I hung out with a few people basically the entire time, but sue me. I'd like to have a good time, thanks.

I'm kind of freaking out for the Math and French final, but whatever. I'm studying Monday, I guess. Since tomorrow's Father's day (and I don't have a present yet), I can't exactly study then.

Well, I'm webcamming with Viv, so I'll talk to you later? Bye!

Chem final today!

Well, I've got my chem final today. I'm pretty confident about it. It's my favourite subject, and it comes pretty easily. I'm just kinda scared because I'm really sick so that might hinder my ability to do well. Idunno, I wish I studied more.

But yeah. I hope I don't cough all over everyone. Everyone hates the girl that's coughing up a lung during a serious test. I will be that girl. People will track me down. I will get shot. Oh God, I'll get shot. Ah!

Well, I hope I do well. I also hope Viv does well. She seems to have forgotten everything about acids. Haha. She's letting me use her scientific calculator. Yay!

Best of luck to me and everyone else taking the test. Ciao!

Sick as Hell

Yes, yes, I know it's been forever. You don't have to remind me. I just keep forgetting. I even changed the password and went through all this confusing stuff to post again. So stfu.

So... yeah. I've got an 102 fever and a regents tomorrow. Can you even comprehend how much that sucks? I'm going to /die/. The regents count as such a large part of determining my graduation. Grr >__>

If I don't do well I'm so screwed. And I have freaking 4 regents to take. ARGH. Goodbye, college. Ughh >.<

Whatever. Peace! <3

Wow, it's been a while

And damn does my page look sexy 8D

No one really blogs here anymore. Sad, I know.

Viv was supposed to remind me to blog but that obviously failed. Oh well.

Julia's coming over tomorrow, and Harry and Jack are here, high as shit lying on the couch.

Yay.

Haven't Blogged In a Week

Whoops :3 Vacation is this week! Woot!

...And yet I'm not excited. How strange is that?

Ben

Needs to back it up. Although it didn't hurt, it should have. I'm losing my patience fast.

Bad day

I'm just going to make a list of the bad things that happened to me today rather than elaborate. Seeing as this is solely for me and not for anyone else and I somewhat elaborated on LiveJournal, I don't owe anyone more than that.

1. Eva called me a fat slut
2. I got a 67 on one of my midterms
3. I keep thinking about Friday/Sunday and beyond
4. Motivation factor
5. Vulnerability
6. How much I hate Ben at the moment (banana pole)
7. All my aches and pains
8. Just everything

Ugh, I don't know. I guess I'll copy and paste this list onto LiveJournal and elaborate a bit. Just know that right now I'm really not in the best mood and it sucks. Number 4 is preventing me from lifting myself up, and meh. By tomorrow I'll be okay, though. Just for a few hours...

Bye!

Haven't Blogged All Weekend

Because I was upstate with friends. So yeah, if anyone even bothers to read this (which I doubt) sorry about that.

I'm relistening to a few favourite songs again, which is very fun. Right now it's a few Hilary Duff things, like "Stranger". So yeah, check it out kthx.

I don't feel like making a long blog, but I guess I'll include a few things. Or wait, no. I'll go livejournal it.

That's it for today, I guess. Happy Superbowl Day... thing... yeah...

Going up to Hunter later

Woot! It'll be like a GNO, except without Val and with Tara. But Val's coming up another weekend with Marisa, so... that should work out. However, me and Viv were briefly discussing having an uber GNO one weekend up there, so I think that would be pretty kick ass. I want to do that, like seriously. Not just as a passive idea, but actually put it into action.

I need to raid iTunes again. It seems like it's been forever since I had a song of the day. Right now it's "Awakening" by Switchfoot, but I'm not entirely obsessed with it. It's alright, I guess. I should start using Pandora Radio more.

Speaking of iTouch apps, I found my iTouch again! Woot! I was bored and needed a distraction so I decided to look for it. Sadly, it's not completely fixed. There are still a few light specks on it that kind of distract me, but at the same time it makes the iTouch unique. Weird, huh? I'm contemplating getting a new one. I'm kind of attached to this one. However, the battery life might fail sometime in the near future, so I'm kind of scared of that. For now I'm content with this one, but I'd prefer to put that guarantee to use.

I've got violin lessons later. Gah. I really don't feel like practicing. The songs are beautiful that I'm learning right now, but I'm really not finding the motivation. I don't have much motivation lately, which is strange. I'm usually pretty energetic. I don't even like arguing. I guess I'll continue this on the LiveJournal.

Anyway, I guess that's it for today. I might blog later, but I kind of doubt it. I just want to get one entry down a day and do the rest in LiveJournal. It wouldn't hurt to become a little more open, I guess. Maybe. Kind of. Looks like I don't have a choice.

Bye!

Everyone just left

And I'm kind of just chilling out, relaxing, all cool. I've got my energy drink/coffee right next to me, which is probably a pretty bad idea. Lawl, that reminds me of what Val told her mom. "If Isabel drinks she'll die! So no, we aren't drinking." Why does everyone say that? XD I don't even know where people got that idea from. But whatever, as long as it lets people over my house, I could care less.

I texted Alex last night to ask for incense or something. He was making jello shots. YAY! Honestly, would it kill him not to get drunk every night? I even asked him, and he said yes. It's borderline ridiculous. No, I'm sorry, it is ridiculous. He's really got to pull it together. Oh well, at least he said he doesn't get that drunk. That kind of put me to ease. Apparently he has to look for new kids to join the fraternity? So I guess he won't get alcohol poisoning. That might ease my mind a bit.

I had a weird dream last night, but I can't remember what. I know the night before it was about vampires. I looked up the dream interpretations for it with Val and a few others, and I thought bits and pieces were kind of right. It's more the passage was so vague it had to be right, but meh. It was a pretty scary dream. There was a lot of screaming and people dying. I hid underneath the covers on a couch to avoid getting eaten, but I heard everyone getting ripped apart. I felt them crawling over me and screaming. Why they didn't pick up the covers I had no idea. Eventually they ate the covers (?) and tried to attack me. While defending myself, allthewhile, I had to defend two people who were sleeping. Why they didn't wake up is a mystery to me. And then someone was just standing there. I felt some sort of strange connection to him, but I didn't recognize him. I'm guessing he was supposed to symbolize some sort of guardian? But no matter how much I screamed at him or pounded on his chest he just stood there and wouldn't help. I don't exactly remember how the dream ended, but I never got eaten and I managed to save the two other people. The man never tried to help.

But yeah, I've got global finals tomorrow and now I don't feel like blogging. Bye!

New blog?

This'll be a more open, alternative to my Live Journal, I guess. And then there's the fact that Val, Zach, and Viv are all making them. They actually look pretty cool. Val made hers first, apparently. So I guess I should add that in. Yeah, I'm about to go pimp this page out. So bye?